So thats me

The sun is rising
And I’m dying
And i had to wake,myself up

Shit i said to me
When i knw that I have a day to live
When i knw that I won the fight of the night

I would go up in and freshen up
And then go forth to break the fast
And then i would
Pass into to my beautiful world

Its a cold dark place
Lit in a blueish haze
And it’s a lonely place
But a lovely place
And I love to stay on it
I love to stay

Everyday i have these daam phase
Like without a pausing races
Like I’m moving without graces
To stay

I move on

Struck on the ground
On the mud clad round
Like a captured hound
Old enough to sound
Like I’m bound
On a merry go round
Which moves on and on
I move on

I don’t want any of you
On my world turned zoo
It’s goes on a loop a loop
Cause i knw destruction is what you’ll  do

I am a fantasy
It’s a brand new hobby
For i am only me

I move on

I know in hanging from the edge of the sword
I know I’m gonna die soon
I know im on a dangerous game of all
For If i fail skys will rain hail loose

But i move on

Every single day is a fight of me
One with the enemy is only me
Every single moment
I fight to live on

People don’t understand me
They have never ever have been
Cause they think that im exaggerating

I move on

I don’t know how much can I hold
I don’t know what my depression all about
I don’t know if the next moment is for me
I don’t know what I can see or not
I move on

Its been a lonely world
A place of lost
But i love that place
Cause there’s no one to command

I’m the king of my world
The Ruler of my Sea
I’m the painter of my world
I paint accordingly
I’m the dreamer of my world
For all I dream
I’m a leader of my world
Where i lead me

For its my world
It’s my own
It’s what I’ve created of my own
For its my only remaining peace zone.

Don’t take it of from me
If u want me to live
For if you change my routine
You will give me no choice but to leave
This world

So that it me.
That’s, me.


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