When my heart pauses

When my heart pauses
To pump the words
That flows with my blood
Through out the veins

I take my phone
Or Laptop I open
Down my music archive I drown
To hear old songs

I take my thick glass
And put it on like I’m in a summer camp
Go to the big dot-com
Searching for new resources

Its pretty That I got a crush
Oh I’m gonna share it with ya
The dot-com bubble
I think she’s so adorable

When my heart pauses
To pump the words
That flows with my blood
Through out the veins

I take out my camera
Dig into the frames
Trying to figure out
Why did I capture The moment?

I take out my album
Searching for screen shots
Or quotes, to read them
To find the love between my Stars and her Suns.

It’s a shame that I haven’t tried
What I always wanted to do
To add all the words of the world
Until my vision gets blurred

When my heart pauses
To pump the words
That flows with my blood
Through out the veins

I feel like I’m lack of breath
For I’m choking inside
For I need something to write
All the time

I don’t care who’s watching
Who’s reading my poems
I don’t write for them
I write to keep my urge going on

For If I don’t
I either become sick
Or an isolated prick
Like the soldier, dumbed

When my heart pauses
To pump the words
That flows with my blood
Through out the veins

If all that fails
To old-school I take myself
Take a paper and a pen
Imagine a world where I’m in

Write whatever that comes in mind
Cris Cross, gibberish all the time
After I’m finished
I search for words that my mind unleashed

So you see, I’m a soldier of words
Far away behind enemy lines
I have to get my ammunitions
To keep the fight going

When my heart pauses to pump the words
I remind all of them
I’m the cloud and you are my rain
If you stop falling, my game will end

So keep dancing, till you die
For this is the, only way to high
No break, till your last breath
Keep writing, until you reach 6 feet below deck