Welcome to the War

Welcome to the War

I sometimes wonder 
If I've walked into this world 
with a bizarre 
One that guaranteed chaos

I feel like I'm constantly 
On a roller coaster
And though I enjoyed it in the beginning
Now its simply making my nauseous

You know, this is the world, 
Where I'm accidentally born 
It was never my goal 
Or my ambition here to belong 

My own talents, my own space 
They are so different 
Yet why? Why on this place 
Was I born?

 My head hurts
 Maybe I've been crying too very much
 Maybe someday I'll be free 
 Free from this mortal world

 Yes I'm possessed by the idea 
 That the world I truly live in 
 That's unreal, 
 That for me the afterlife is waiting

The only thing I wanted 
Was to form a band 
Its so funny 
That notations never did I understand 

Yet always in my heart 
Only a band I wanted to start 
To sing, to write 
To breathe at last 

Well I'm sorry my friends around 
In the depths of writing I've never found
How to humor and how to sound 
That I'm happy, and cheering aloud 

As of my life goes
Interests aside from my mourns 
I've found myself what I chose 
To be writer of those 
 
 My head hurts
 Maybe I've been crying too very much
 Maybe someday I'll be free 
 Free from this mortal world

 Yes I'm possessed by the idea 
 That the world I truly live in 
 That's unreal, 
 That for me the afterlife is waiting

Is it true they call this life?
The only thing that has kept me alive 
The only hope that has dawned across 
How to live with a scar?

I almost forgot how it felt
How I used to laugh
And talk nonsense 
It all meant all the same, "Welcome to the War"
 
My passion is to write
Let me be blunt 
And tell you 
That it is the only thing that keeps me in the fight

I try to create things from within 
Taking bits from everything
My inspiration is not always me 
But events that happen in my life
 
 My head hurts
 Maybe I've been crying too very much
 Maybe someday I'll be free 
 Free from this mortal world

 Yes I'm possessed by the idea 
 That the world I truly live in 
 That's unreal, 
 That for me the afterlife is waiting

This song is echoing in my body 
My flesh and all my mind 
Making me think
That I'm done, I'm blind 

That the world is so much 
For me to bear 
That too much cries of them
Shelter the lies of their

Been chasing the rainbows too much 
Maybe I was wearing the colored glass
How have this came to this 
Decision of mine 

Death is not an option 
Yet why when you smile on it 
It never smiles back 
Maybe because its a privilege so rare


 My head hurts
 Maybe I've been crying too very much
 Maybe someday I'll be free 
 Free from this mortal world

 Yes I'm possessed by the idea 
 That the world I truly live in 
 That's unreal
 That for me the afterlife is waiting