Faith

It is not happiness that
Brings one closer to god
It is the pain and suffering
That does that

I don’t know how this faith thing works
I don’t even know why I’m writing this
But it is like as if I’m being told
Like someone is making me to write it

For he says “I will fight for you
I am beside you
When you can’t see light
I’ll paint it for you”

First you have a life
Of your own
The life where you excess
succeed beyond your imagination

Then starts your fall
Your downfall to the dust
Where all it began
Where everything starts

Then you find faith
Leaping the way in you
Not by some mere magic or tricks
But maybe by God the almighty

Then it becomes stronger
Like a grip on a rope
Where you can start to climb
Like an invisible hand just made you alive

Then you start to climb that rope
Part by part
Not by your will
But by the will of God

For he says “I will fight for you
I am beside you
When you can’t see light
I’ll paint it for you”

All your life
You think that you will be free
That you will given your own leadership
But now you find doing God’s will amusing

Then you not climb
the mountain of your own
But the one that is
selected by the holy one

Finally when you reach on top
You might not get everything mortal
But you will get that something
That happiness that yes, you have done

There may not be any human clap
Or mortal appreciation
There might not be another lap
For you to prove who you are

But what I’m sure is that
The God will draw you near
For another mission
Infused with satisfaction

For he says “I will fight for you
I am beside you
When you can’t see light
I’ll paint it for you”

But beware this happiness is treacherous
It can make you flee from god
And belive in the old you
Just the who you were

For at the mountain peak
All you see nothing
But deep blue sky
But the gem of life

For a slight moment of time
You might get socked
and start to feel
I am the god of mine

And that my friend
may lead you again
To the dust
where everything stops

For he says “I will fight for you
I am beside you
When you can’t see light
I’ll paint it for you”

Faith is cycle of this
I belive that I think you should too
For life is somewhere between
Ups and downs Like the waves of sound

I don’t how is this all happening
My hand is just typing
I’m feeling so numb
Yet the more I write this poem I’m feeling lively again

I don’t know why
Maybe God is trying to convince me
To write what faith looks like

For Faith is like
They eye of your storm
The shield where your
Enemies approach with weapons drawn

Faith is like giving life
Drop by drop
For you and me on that cross
For faith is Jesus Christ

For he says “I will fight for you
I am beside you
When you can’t see light
I’ll paint it for you”