That this world is beautiful

And it is one if those days
Where I feel so senseless
Like I’m nothing
Like I’m numb

I tried my best to keep myself
From doing something dumb
I know this was not enough to
For I died almost

It was the tears
And this heaven
It was this blog
And it’s poems

That bought me back
That gave me the reason
To believe
That this world is beautiful

I thought and I planned
All the way down
How is that
I can I die

I wrote the steps
with pen
on paper
So as to memorise

It was the tears
And this heaven
It was this blog
And it’s poems

That bought me back
That gave me the reason
To believe
That this world is beautiful

I know it was stupid mistake
It was never me
I can never kill an insect
How I can kill me?

I was on the verge of the edge
Of the sword
I was counting my few
Last steps

It was the tears
And this heaven
It was this blog
And it’s poems

That bought me back
That gave me the reason
To believe
That this world is beautiful

I know it’s been tough
I know it’s been rough
I know what I’ve been
Though is not just back luck

It’s never was enough
For the people I try to please
Even if I try my best
They seem to get the worst of me

It was the tears
And this heaven
It was this blog
And it’s poems

That bought me back
That gave me the reason
To believe
That this world is beautiful

So it was me who was dead
But I must thank
My poems
For bringing me alive
For destroying death
For making me stable

It was the tears
And this heaven
It was this blog
And it’s own poems

That bought me back
That gave me the reason
To believe
That this world is beautiful

Oh the world is beautiful
I know it’s beautiful